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[01 Feb 2005|03:18pm] |
Ahh.. I hate typing these all offline, saving them and then having to find them all in my crapload of stuff on this computer when Megret gets on and puts them in. Also it confuses people when I have like, 5 entries in 1 day talking about 5 different dates.. oh well, whatever. It’s the only way possible. Anyway today I had a really bad day. I woke up really late, I had not time to shower so I sprayed my bed head and literally ran out the door forgetting my purse and collage for English that of course, was finished late last night and was due today. I get Cam’s cell phone call around praying to God that one of my parents is sitting at their desks, which of course they’re not so I have my dads secretary find him and he comes home, breaks into our house and decides he cannot find it, friggin wonderful. So I didn’t hand that in, I’m stuck in the group in gym I didn’t want, I switched my Global classes finally, which is awesome because now I have a class w/ Miss Kellee Colette and yet another one with the loverly Carolyn.. but of course I sit no where near them. Now I also have a study hall 6/7 making it easier to go to lunch that bell to see people who I miss a lot like Chelsea.. and someone else.. :-P Oh, and in my lunch Cam breaks the news he’s not going to Europe.. I definitely have to change that.. then after my already not good day I come home to find that my mom has taken it upon herself to try to “fix” my jeans that I have talked about, the ones where Hil kinda messed up the back, I was so friggin excited, now they’re not even wearable.. IDK.. today was just no good.
Kim and Amanda are coming home w/ us tomorrow, we’re going to Kmart to buy T-shirts and then we’re making them, I you all will see mine, and if you don’t comment I will be upset, let me explain them all to you, this is what’s on the backs:
Amanda “want to see my waltz-loop” Anderson.. which probably isn’t funny to you, and probably sounds more dirty than anything.. but the story behind it is, in this group we do in skating, there’s always this jump, its not even that hard but its awkward and no one ever wants to do it.. so we force her every year.. This I’m doing it though. Boo.
Hilary “I only care if it’s ginormous” Marks.. the story with this one.. When we skate in Nedrow on Sundays, we all carpool w/ Peggy.. Hil lets me off at the corner b/c there are big snow banks, so after skating I wait at the corning for her to turn around so I can get in.. last night she decided it’ll be funny to only let me in the car if I can jump into it while she’s moving.. so I go to jump in and she abruptly stops so I bang my bad knee and begin to go ballistic.. I’m like “OMG, Hil, it’s huge.. it hurts so bad.. OMG, feel it!” She’s like “Hmm.. only huge, huh? I only care if it’s ginormous” and of course she thinks she’s hysterical and decided she’s putting that on hers. Its not as funny when you know the story though..
Kim “Manager, athletic supporter, choreographer, creative director, water girl, rink side receptacle, skate guard technician” Francis.. that’s not even all if it but we’re sure to think of more. She’s not skating with us, but she’s our biggest fan, and all of the other things listed above. :-P
Hannah “Does my face look dirty?” Marks.. everyone should already get mine. I really do swear w/ this new hair color my face always looks dirty.. if you really do agree with me please tell me, everyone thinks I’m crazy and I swear other people can see it but c’mon.. all my friends are just too nice to tell me “Yeah Han, you’re face looks like you rolled in mud”..
Ahh it shall be amazing.. speaking of amazing, I just love office detention<3
P.S. Hilary got into her first choice college today that we cannot afford, if anyone would like to safe me from the mayhem I know will be coming my way tonight.. just call..
P.P.S. Kellee put these last 3 in for me, yey Kellee!<3
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[01 Feb 2005|03:17pm] |
Well, I planned to not tell anyone.. but then it came out to 2 people, one having a big mouth, so I might as well just share why Buffalo was so horrid. Besides, I didn’t do anything wrong so why should I be like, ashamed of what happened.. so anyway Val took me to a dorm party, which might not seem like a big deal but it really really was, I mean c’mon, my first college party.. anyway, she is such a good friend and she was worried about me going overboard and what not so she didn’t drink so she could just hang out and watch me.. well, she has these friends who are all about getting some.. and she knows they’re kinda creepy so she told me just to watch out, and she told them how old I was even so they wouldn’t try to pull anything.. well apparently that made me all the more exciting so I became the new target. I got slipped something. She new something was up right away so we just left.. I don’t remember really much else, but IDK.. so much for ruining my first college experience, maybe Hil will come out of her shell and when I visit her next year I’ll make up for it.
Speaking of Hil.. we have been talking a lot about my future actually because she knows I’ll just do the opposite of whatever my mom says because just like my mom boycotting tanning, I am boycotting her.. and Hil really does want me to do good in this lifetime. So heres the deal, I have like a few things I want to do the most, but most of them are too risky.. so I don’t know.. I have backups and such..
Professions I Want to do Most:
Gym teacher (not a lot of openings, I mean c’mon because it’s so incredible easy and fun.. summers off.. you just get to run around and play games all day..)
Commercial Advertiser ( Think like the movie, “What Women Want”.. like exactly what they do.. make slogans, commercials and all that for big companies.. I am just too afraid no one would like my stuff and I’d be poor)
Lawyer (Preferably prosecuting lawyer, I know I would just feel amazing every time I threw some jerkoff in jail.. but also what if no one wanted me to represent them.. I’d just be poor and unhappy with no clients.. boo.)
Forensic Scientist (But I am too picky, I wouldn’t want to be the kind where you sit in a lab all day and look at fingerprints, which is what I would have to do to “work my way up”.. because all I would wanna do was go to like, crime scenes, try to FIND the evidence, like get in on all the action..)
So basically I am afraid to go into my top 4 choices because of failure to make money/have clients/no fun.. Because as selfish as it may sound I really wanna have a job that I will love and make a ton of money. I know I’m gunna end up just being a teacher, I guess I really shouldn’t say “just” because those are the people who make people smart, haha but like, I don’t know.. I just want a lot of money, I think I will end up doing that, hopefully 3rd grade because by then kids can blow their own noses and write.. basically what you do in 3rd grade is learn cursive, long division and harder multiplication and expand reading from picture books.. that’s so me. I will end up doing that and hopefully in the summer being a skating choreographer.. then I bring in the dough. So there is my life plan in writing.
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[01 Feb 2005|03:16pm] |
So I made this list at like 1am last night, because all who know me well, no that I hate going to bed with a messy room, I just hate messes, and I seriously cannot go to bed with like, an unpacked suitcase sitting on my floor, so I’m unpacking and stuff last night and I decide to make of list of all these things I need/want to do.
Get tanning package prices, that’s right, I’ve given in to cancer in a box
Call back about Sweets interview.. that’s right, I’m 99% sure I’m working there.
Steal Hil’s camera, take pics for collage
Check Sally’s for wave maker (kinda like a crimper..)
Call Nicole, tell her to remember my straightener
Remake Synchro warm-up CD
Fix my jeans that Hil put too much bleach on
Go to Abercrombie site, make mom make a shirt I want
Find a new “H’ charm for my bracelet
Fix bra strap (I broke it.. they don’t believe me but the straps were, ugh, fascined and when I was blow drying my hair it sucked it in a snapped)
Convince mom to give me my cell phone back
Get pretty amythest contacts
So when we wake up early to shop around for where I’m gunna tan, get my waver, go to Sweets, etc.. We get nothing accomplished. The guy I had to talk to at Sweets wasn’t there, I was too scared to talk to the tanning people and my mom wouldn’t go in because shes boycotting anyway and they didn’t have the waver I wanted at Sally’s. I was so mad. But I did end up stealing Hil’s camera.. I took the pics for my collage, and I’m like ½ way done now. We’ve had like a week to do it and I’m doing this ½ ass job which makes me feel bad. I like mine though. I think a persons room really makes a statement, so haha, I took a lot of pictures in my room. I took a picture of all my skating medals, my closet, my lax stick, my wall of collages/pictures of friends, my stereo and my bass. They all say something, and I am freakishly proud of my new room. My skating medals, obviously I like to skate, same with the stick, But I wanna go to college on a scholarship so I guess that’s more important, I just love my closet, I know it sounds so incredibly materialistic of me to say, but one of my favorite things about me/my room is my clothes.. my stereo because it’s pretty much my “getaway” lately.. my wall of pics n stuff, because I think I’m pretty creative, it shows I like to have fun and stuff.. IDK.. I just wanted a pic of my hot pink walls. :)
I think I’m gunna go watch Degrassi and finish my collage, get ready for more skating. Blah. COMPETITION FINALLY SOMWHERE THAT IS CLOSE! OSWEGO THIS WEEKEND, YOU SHOULD COME SEE!
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[30 Jan 2005|03:00pm] |
So I made this list at like 1am last night, because all who know me well, no that I hate going to bed with a messy room, I just hate messes, and I seriously cannot go to bed with like, an unpacked suitcase sitting on my floor, so I'm unpacking and stuff last night and I decide to make of list of all these things I need/want to do.
1. Get tanning package prices, that's right, I've given in to cancer in a box
2. Call back about Sweets interview.. that's right, I'm 99% sure I'm working there.
3. Steal Hil's camera, take pics for collage
4. Check Sally's for wave maker (kinda like a crimper..)
5. Call Nicole, tell her to remember my straightener
6. Remake Synchro warm-up CD
7. Fix my jeans that Hil put too much bleach on
8.Go to Abercrombie site, make mom make a shirt I want
9. Find a new "H' charm for my bracelet
10. Fix bra strap (I broke it.. they don't believe me but the straps were, ugh, fascined and when I was blow drying my hair it sucked it in a snapped)
11. Convince mom to give me my cell phone back
12. Get pretty amythest contacts
So when we wake up early to shop around for where I'm gunna tan, get my waver, go to Sweets, etc.. We get nothing accomplished. The guy I had to talk to at Sweets wasn't there, I was too scared to talk to the tanning people and my mom wouldn't go in because shes boycotting anyway and they didn't have the waver I wanted at Sally's. I was so mad. But I did end up stealing Hil's camera.. I took the pics for my collage, and I'm like ½ way done now.
We've had like a week to do it and I'm doing this ½ ass job which makes me feel bad. I like mine though. I think a persons room really makes a statement, so haha, I took a lot of pictures in my room. I took a picture of all my skating medals, my closet, my lax stick, my wall of collages/pictures of friends, my stereo and my bass. They all say something, and I am freakishly proud of my new room. My skating medals, obviously I like to skate, same with the stick, But I wanna go to college on a scholarship so I guess that's more important, I just love ym closet, I know it sounds so incredibly materialistic of me to say, but one of my favorite things about me/my room is my clothes.. my stereo because it's pretty much my "getaway" lately.. my wall of pics n stuff, because I think I'm pretty creative, it shows I like to have fun and stuff.. IDK.. I just wanted a pic of my hot pink walls. :-)
I think I'm gunna go watch Degrassi and finish my collage, get ready for more skating. Blah. COMPETITION FINALLY SOMWHERE THAT IS CLOSE! OSWEGO THIS WEEKEND, YOU SHOULD COME SEE!
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[29 Jan 2005|09:50pm] |
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Bold the Ones That Apply to You:
I own binoculars.
My hair brush is purple.
My room looks like a tornado hit it.
When I was little I used to collect beanie babies.
When I was little I used to collect acorns.
I like to rake leaves in the Fall.
I am a winter baby.
I wish I was older then I am now.
I eat squid.
I have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
I wear make up all the time.
My hair is its natural color.
I want a golf cart.
I like to play soccer.
I like to build igloos in the snow.
I like Sugarcult.
I want a convertible.
I like to write poems.
I eat popcorn at the movies.
I go to the movies at least 2 times a week.
I have a dog.
I go camping.
I dress up at Halloween.
I wanna be a teacher.
I like the color gray.
Social Studies, History, or World Cultures is my least favorite subject.
I go to a private school.
I am a cheerleader.
I like care bears.
I sleep to 12 in the summer and on weekends.
I like Cameron Diaz.
I have seen the movie "8 Crazy Nights" at least 3 times.
My moms name is Patricia.
I am a SHOP-O-HOLIC.
I hate to read.
I love to skateboard.
I like to surf.
I rent movies all the time.
I like surveys.
My favorite day of the week is Friday.
I have blonde hair.
I am a brunette.
I am boy CrAzY.
I like horses.
I have a hermit crab.
Ahh it was so weird to bold "I am a brunette".. even though it sucks now because I can't wear my Urban Outfitters "Blonds have more fun" shirt anymore.. *sniffle* Also, it made me realize how much I wanna live by an ocean because I've allllways wanted to learn how to surf.
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[29 Jan 2005|09:18pm] |
Don't even ask about Buffalo. I'm not even kidding, don't ask me. In a nutshell, not only were we completely jipped because we skated the program of a lifetime, but Val and I got into shit and, OMG, I don't even want to think about that. Not only did Buffalo suck out loud but so does my "family" lately. They put on this front, I hate it, and my mom is always saying crap like, "Go change, you have a reputation to uphold.." like WTF?! I swear I'm going to dress goth pretty soon and see what the hell she does with herself.
5 Reasons why the last week has sucked:
1. Dad riding the "rumble strips" home from Josh Groban
2. I forgot my practice dress and had to wear this tiny thing that would have fit a doll.
3. I got my period.
4. I got sick from walking around mad in the cold
5. I got picked on more than usual by Hilary. Oh, you want examples, sure, I got examples. We were driving and she made a comment about a bumper sticked that said "Abortion? The Supreme Court also legalized slavery." I didn't get it really, so I was like "Are those people against the supreme court." And she goes off.. you dumbass yadda yadda.. I'm like, whatever then explain it to me.. so she did, and I get it now. And if you don't get it, leave me a comment and I will certainly explain it to you in such enourmous detail that she did. After that I felt stupid, so I was like, ask me random stuff and I'll get it.. so we were talking about cases.. and I'm like, "Isnt there one with like, a Brown vs. something".. and shes like, good, good Brown vs. Board and I'm all like excited because I got something right.. and then I go all excitingly, "..and theres one with Green!" and shes like, wow, I thought you actually knew the first one, now you're just naming colors.. and I guess it was funny if you weren't there, but it was mean. I know we don't get along and I really don't even like all her views and such, like I hate that she thinks some stuff that I believe is wrong, and she says I'm bias which makes me mad because I always ask her what she thinks of stuff and to explain it.. I just don't agree with her so she doesn't like it. It makes me really sad thought that like, even though I don't like them, that I'm not accepted in my own family.. Like OMG, heres a perfect example of a stupid fight between the Marks'.. we were driving the other night, and this African American man is trying to cross the street and I told my dad to let him go, and then hes like "this is why you're going to be a bad driver.. this is why people walk all over you.. this is why, this is why.." I'm like "..just because you have no compassion for other people.." and he said something along the lines of "not those kind".. I was stunned. He would be one of those police officers, that if a white person was going 10 miles over the speed limit, and a black guy was going over by 5.. he'd still nail the black one. He says that they're meaner.. well if I were them I would be friggin meaner too, look what we put them through. Ahh. I hate the world right now.
Unpacking and other such wonderful things.
Go to Care's pictures, they're superb!
http://community.webshots.com/user/careci8
:-)
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[29 Jan 2005|09:11pm] |
Today was really fun. I woke up pretty early and such, showered and all that fun stuff, I tried to pick up a little, but then something just came over me, and I just didn't. Cam and Care came over about 1.. haha we tried making pancakes, it was quite amusing, all of you who know me well know I am no cook, I mean one time I tried to make the MNC Mac & Cheese and I frigged that up because I didn't know you add water to it.. it's not like cooking is really common sense.. so Care ended up making it all, even though she let me flip them in the pan thing a couple of times but I somehow even screwed that up, so I just made some yummy white hot chocolate. Then I attempted to work on my collage some but really got nothing done, we just watched tv and listened to music, I brought down my bass so Care could "play" for me.. but she really couldn't.. but Cam could, I was impressed. Then I put in a dvd that no one watched and then Cam and Care began fighting over her camera, I put his coat out the window, we took pics, fought some more, it was a good time. I still am yet to learn a magic trick.
We were all supposed to go out tonight as a family, but my mom finally caught onto me doing something I did like a while ago so I am just getting into trouble now, so that was exciting. Then everyone was fighting and I didn't end up going, she shut down the computer and took the phone from downstairs.. but sillily (I think that's a word..?) left the one upstairs. I called Katy to complain and such.. she filled me in on Kris and such.. I think he's gunna send me a copy of the stuff him and John have been recording.
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[27 Jan 2005|11:34am] |
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4: "...'Okay, feel, feel,' and she grabs Julia's fingers and strokes it..." (Haha.. that's should be hilarious to all of you who don't know the line before it)
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: air
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: Best of the 80's on VH1
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, what time is it? 6:30
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 6:48
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: The dryer, Hil blasting Josh Groban!!
7: When did you last step outside? Haha.. Yesterday night
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: My IM's w/ Meg, Care, Cam.. Because my mom is psycho and put blocks on the computer and I can't go to sites.. Because yeah, John and I are going to make our own personal sites to talk to each other, Jesus.
9: what are you wearing?: Sneakers, 2 pairs of tights, a skating dress, long sleeve shirt and a jacket.. :-P
10: Did you dream last night? Not that I remember..
11: When did you last laugh? Umm.. a little bit ago when Hil tripped over a shoe, the same shoe I tripped over 2 minutes before and she replied "only an idiot would do that".. haha
12: What room are you in? What is on the walls?: Dining room, and shelves
13: Seen anything weird lately? Hockey players chasing a car in their boxers, so not even kidding, just like an hour ago..
14: What do you think of this quiz?: Kinda random..
15: What is the last film you saw?: The Godfather, actually
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? My own apartment, then a plush car, then a hit man, and then I would see how much a Josh Groban is selling for these days.. :-)
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: I can only fall asleep if I scooch down really low in my bed so my feet hang off of the end.. haha, it's true though.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: Oh jees, there's seriously so many, I would take away hate probably, or homelessness, or natural disasters, or I would knock off all the BS parents that don't know how to be parents..
19: Do you like to dance?: Oh God yes!
20: George Bush: That's not a question..?
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Hmm, well when I went to Delaware w/ Megret this summer, I seriously went through a baby book to find all the perfect names and wrote them all down, I just ran upstairs to find it but it was gone, so I'm seriously depressed. I know what I want though. First off, I want to have a boy first, you know, so it'll be like the older brother protecting his lil sis, I think that's cute.. and I want their names to begin with the same letter as well, aaaand I want them to be really original, it changes a lot, but Brynn has stuck with me for a while, but so has Roquelle (But I'm afraid kids would call my little princess 'Rocky'.. but I just like it so much).. so one of those.
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: Dartanian Manfred of course, haha.. jk.. it depends on who won that fight.. but like I said it would have to start with the same letter as the girl, so since I like Brynn so much I would hafta name the boy w/ a "B".. So I think it would go with Brice.. and also you hafta take the husbands last name into consideration, like what if his name was Rice.. Brice Rice, what kinda name is that? You're just asking for kids to pick on you..
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?: Yeah, I wanna study abroad before I graduate actually, but I don't know about permanently, it depends on how much I liked it there and if I had anything to hold me back.
Favorites!
Band/Song: I hate this question, my favorite song changes just as much as my underwear practically.. I like so many bands, if Josh Groban was his own band it would be him hands down, I don't know though, I'm really into Fall Out Boy and Daphne Loves Derby right now.. I'm also diggin the songs Tiger Lily, True, Understanding in a Car Crash, Still Breathing (Meg!), Before Your Love, Edit the Sad Parts.. and oh so many more.. :-)
Movie: Argh, yet another toughy that's always changing.. to me, my cult classics are, Big Daddy (or anything Adam Sandler), My Girl
TV Show: FRIENDS, Real World, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy, The Price is Right, The Golden Girls, One Tree Hill, Summerland, Best of the 80's
Book: Girls out Late, Bridge to Terribithia
Instrument: Hmm.. To play, that would be the bass, stand up or electric IDC, electric is more fun though.. but just bass because that's the only one I'm good at, I can play a couple songs on the viola though. I really wanna learn how to play the guitar better, hopefully Devon will teach me soon.. but to listen to, that's different, IDK, depends on the mood I guess.
Food: Can I just have a group. Like the group carbohydrates. No? Ok then, French Fries, Whipped mashed potatoes with ranch dressing in them, Phish Food, Chicken caesar salad, nachos.. Mmhmm
Sport: Lax, Skating
Memory: Oh jees, whoever wrote this wanted to make me think, and then cry.. Obviously my favorite memory is when I was the happiest.. and there really were only 3 times in my lifetime when I was sincerely happy.. and that was when I was too little to question things, or to think for myself, or to care about boys or to understand anything, really.. and when I was in 6th grade, I was really smart, I had a lot of friends and still very little cares.. and then.. with John.. not the stupid fights, or the really big, really real fights.. but the times I wrote about in countless entries.. but if I really had to pick one.. well, I couldn't.. but my top 5, haha.. 1) The moment I realized we were infact in love, and knowing I didn't hafta worry anymore because we could make it because I thought then love would make us capable of making us get through anything. 2) The Drakes wedding 3) Picking out and carving pumpkins this Halloween 4) This summer, how everyday was just the same, but it never got old. Me picking you up from practice, you falling asleep on my couch, me trying to wake you up, us watching Aladdin (especially the times when I'd sing Jasmine, and you'd sing for Aladdin and we'd pretend we were on the magic carpet..) and then we'd walk to get food, or I'd make us a picnic, then we'd fight about what to watch.. 5) The time we babysat my little cousins and we talked about and planned our whole future.. how our house was gunna look, what our kids names were.. and I just thought of another, so here's number 6) The times we went to my camp, the 1st time w/ just my mom, we took you to my favorite place to eat and stuff, we went out in the paddle boat and jumped in the freezing water, and then I couldn't get back in so I swam the whole way.. and then the 2nd time when everyone was there, and we went swimming, and we played lacrosse and you almost knocked yourself out, we watched the sunset too.. aww and number 7) The time we got out all those blankets at your house and brought them into the field behind your house and laid there and watched the sunset.. and your dad.. haha.. Hmm.. I really didn't want this "survey" to turn into this.. Blah. Moving on.
Article of clothing: My Ugg boots (probably the pink ones most), All my little skirts, My A+F off the shoulder beige T w/ the moose.. all my flip flops, my jeans.. I just love them all, really.
Season: Hmm, I love all the different seasons for all different reasons. Summer- No school, get tan, GO TO EUROPE!, hang out w/ your friends most Winter- Skiing, most skating competitions, snowmen, snow days Spring/Autumn- I can never really tell the difference, I really think they're like the same.. I don't know.. I just because the weather is not too cold or too hot and it's just pretty. And I like to jump in leaves.
Alcoholic beverage: Ahh.. good one. But oh boy whatta toughy.. Goldsclaggers (IDK howda spell that), just some nice vodka shall do the trick, but ohh that Kahula stuff.. Yum. Ahh.. I love it.
Color: It's just recently changed from periwinkle to fuchsia
Random Questions!
Jersey number (if you play a sport): Always 28, baby.
What color are your toenails currently: Haha, hmm this is random, they are currently very chipped, but very red.
If you could be with anyone right now, who would it be: Josh Groban, because his songs make me happy, and I really wanna be happy without the drama right now, and he doesn't like drama because he's perfect.
If you could be stuck on a desert island with anyone, who would it be and why: Someone that I don't already know because it would take longer to run out of things to talk about, and I hope they would be really fat too incase I got hunger and became a canable.. haha j/k
What do you do when your mad: Yell, call people, take walks, swing, listen to music, cry, write, sleep..
What's the thing you hate to do the most: If I hate something so much, I just wont do it. I don't care about consequences anymore.
What's in your cd player right now: A mix.. a really really good mix
Do you have any siblings? Umhm, a sister Hilary.. but that's not what I call her. :-P
What are you wearing: Pajama pants and a hoodie
Where do you like to shop: AE, A+F, Hollister, WALMART!
What/Who was the last..!
Called: Cam!
Had sex with: Wow this is personal..
Got mad over: That Cam ditched Care and I.. :-P
Failed: My chem. midterm, I got a big bad 50 even. Woot woot!
Let down: Hmm.. myself I guess..
Game you played: Cranium
Song you sang along to: Baby its You.. hey, it was on the radio.
Ate: A muffin
Drank: Pineapple orange juice
Time you've been out of state: Umm, maybe like a month ago I was in Mass.
Time you were scared: Last night at skating, it was super cold for some reason and my body was like ice, and I was afraid to fall because it really really hurts when you fall hard on a freezing cold body…
Finish the sentence!
I want most in the whole wide world: A lot of things, like to go back in time, to know when I am going to die, more money, which is selfish, but I really want it..
If I were a millionaire, I would: Not have a job, volunteer everyday of my life, buy myself an apartment on the beach, buy a car, I would actually buy my parents a house far far away (which really is for me, too), Travel the world, get a grand piano and learn how to play it, buy myself a star and a telescope to look at it, go into the most expensive store in NYC and get the most expensive pair of shoes even if I didn't like them
If I had a magical power it would be: To be invisible, or to read minds.. Because those could be very handy, or to fly, because that's just fun.
If I was a cartoon character I would be: I don't really watch much cartoons, but I guess that one girl Spanelly in Recess because she's a girl, but she can beat up all the boys and doesn't take any crap from anybody.
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[26 Jan 2005|06:16pm] |
So my day so far… sucky. I've been sitting upstairs in my parents bedroom with practically no voice, watching the Ashlee Simpson marathon and talking to Katy and Care on the phone.. I feel like crap, my voice is almost completely gone, I took a bubble bath though, I for real have not taken a bath in sooo long, I lit candles and such, it was pretty terrific. I need money. I have no money. To make money I must get a job, I've been saying it for months now, I've gone as far as actually filling out applications, but I know someplace is bound to hire me if I hand them in so, I'm just not ready to take that plunge. Its not fair that somehow people are brave enough and blessed with good looks or singing capabilities, I'm not completely unfortunate looking, and I'm known to belt out some pretty decent toons in the shower.. so maybe I'll just become famous, all stars complain its sooo hard, but none of them would trade it in for flipping burgers or whatever. If that never happens, I'll just marry me a doctor. Hmm.. but right now.. I just want someone there. I wont use any names, but yesterday I was talking to my friend about how they think it's a fault to be happiest when your with someone.. and duh, who isn't more happy when they get to call someone their own, call when your sad, kiss, hold hands with.. really though. I don't know, I'm definitely like that too, I think its more being self conscious though, like thinking I need someone to tell me they like me in order for me to like myself.. and the kissing isn't bad either. Right now I just wanna be like, worry free. I hate that my mom is lying about all the stuff she knows about John, I definitely deserve to hear some truth in all of that, and I hate that I know nothing, he went from being my whole entire life, to like, not even knowing if he's gunna make it through the day.. I miss him so much. I just want a boy to like, show up enexpectedly places he know I'll be.. I wanna hold hands and feel comforted again.. I wanna know someone cares about me, and I wanna care about them.. I cant push things. But this really sucks. I'm going to go do laundry and think about it while I practice my singing so I can become famous and rich.. famous and rich and most likely still alone..
it shall be in bigger letters, and say, Cameron Cotton has ditched the lovely Hannah Marks and Carolyn Ciciarelli to watch boys roll around in littles clothes.. when he could have been drooling over hot babes in little skirts jumping around on the ice. Now we are questioning his sexuality.
3 cheers for sweet revenge
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[26 Jan 2005|06:15pm] |
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Yesterday ended up not being a good day. I was bored all day until Cam and Care came over at like 3:45.. we started to make collages but we ended up definitely not even being ½ way done.. Cam showed us magic tricks, I never learned any though. We just ate pizza, watched tv, oh darn I just realized we never listened to Josh Groban.. oh well. I think they're coming over later today too, then to skating with me!! (after much convincing) haha.. Argh, skating last night went terrible, I have no idea why, we had to take a spin out of my program I'm competing in because I couldn't do it anymore, and all my jumps weren't rotating enough.. I bit my tounge, too. On the way home Hil was telling me all the stuff she knew about John, like how the order of protection can now stay on for 5 years.. and how the judge (who also happens to be Cares uncle.. who lives 2 houses away..) is John's judge.. and hes being bias because he feels "unsafe" because it happened so close to him and his daughters that hes brought it upon himself to extend and elaborate everything bad against him. I've been asking my mom if she knows anything at all, if shes talked to anyone and what not.. it's always "No, no, no.. I'll tell you first when I do though" Well.. I caught her in her own lies and finally called her out on them this time.. I ended up even calling Carolyn like quarter to 12 because I was trying to catch her on more so we could fight some more or something, I don't even know. Needless to say I went to bed crying, of course not after leaving Jeremy a pathetic message on his voicemail. I am a loser. I am not trying anymore, with anything. I'm just gunna let things happen. ..Off to watch Dawsons Creek and eat my yummy chocolate muffin.
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[26 Jan 2005|06:13pm] |
So I was on the phone last night with Katyatherine, and she was telling me all this crap that I didn't want to hear, I was home alone so I just sat there and screamed, it felt amazing.. she understands so much stuff it amazes me.. she is my best friend and I love having her there all the time.. we're the fannypack girls.. and this morning I was on the phone with the wonderful Carolyn, we talked about a lot of stuff, Leah going, missing Gab, memories with old boyfriends, how girls are complicating and we know it, like.. we really do have ESP, we finish each other sentences and we get each other, I cant believe we lost ½ a year last year, now we're just playing catch up.. She asked me if I could go back, and not be with John, would I. I didn't even hesitate, definitely not. I mean, after it all happen, I know I went crazy for a bit.. I hated who I became and I was just so unhappy, the things I used to live for weren't fun anymore.. but when I was with him, it was the happiest I've ever been. I mean, I know people really don't want to hear it, but I really am gunna try to be a bigger person and just not care what people think of me anymore, I know people say it and hear it all the time, but if someone didn't like you for something that you believed in or just was.. why would you want to put yourself around them anyway? When John and I were together, of course we had fights, and I'm sure most of you have witnessed some, we had trust issues, we had faith issues, yeah, we had a lot of issues, but that's not the things you want to remember, you remember the good over the bad. I chose to. I told Care this, and then I just starting thinking about all our amazing times and I just became in an amazing mood, I remember him taking me to Austin Drakes wedding and when they were saying their vows, we'd look at each other like we were saying them to each other, and we knew that was gunna be us someday. We walked hand in hand by the water, skipped rocks (well, I just tried to, haha)..
I remember babysitting my little cousins really late in the summer, he was so cute running around with them, he loved kids. We got to act like they were ours, play family. Baby Noah fell asleep with me, and I called John up to see how cute he was, we stood there and new someday it would be like that again, except the baby would really be ours. I remember having picnics in the park and in my yard, I'd always make green jello for him, and then we'd come in and fight over what to watch on tv, he'd always win.. I remember playing dress up in H&M, I remember the amazing nights w/ MNC.. Meg and I were just talking about that in the mall the other night, we both got choked up, we both miss it, but we've all totally fallen apart. John's gone. Greggy wont talk to me. I never see Andy. I barely see Angel, she doesn't seem interested in me anymore.. but me and Meg I think are getting close again and I like it.. I don't know.. but really, just always remember the good in people, and never give up faith, John's the one who taught me that, so I'm definitely not giving up on him.. June 28th, baby.. Woo.. Tear..
And also I have realized, that going through so much crap in your life just makes you able to talk well educatedly (did I make that up..?) about more things.. so yeah my life has sucked pretty bad so far.. but theres some things I would never take back, and I really think I'm strong now. I'm ready to happy, and I really think I wanna be a person who like, volunteers a lot, travels the world to help less fortunate and stuff, like, I don't want to get paid, I want to give and not take, I want to wear "not cool" clothes, NOT SHOWER (even though I kinda already do that a lot.. hah).. I bet I will look like crap, but most definitely be the happiest I've ever been..
Br ok en Star824: i wrote you a song just now
Br ok en Star824: it goes like this
Br ok en Star824: aahh hemm
Br ok en Star824: *clear the throat*
Br ok en Star824: *sip of h2o*
Br ok en Star824: ohhh cameron
Br ok en Star824: cheer up cameron
Br ok en Star824: i know you tend to look like reg, but its okay
Br ok en Star824: theres always another day
Br ok en Star824: you should be happy
Br ok en Star824: because this song is kinda sappy
Br ok en Star824: but i wrote it just for you
Br ok en Star824: to make you not so blue
CamCott33: i just wrote one for you too
Br ok en Star824: ok, lets hear it
Br ok en Star824: unless its like..
Br ok en Star824: fuck off hannah
Br ok en Star824: which im kinda expecting..
CamCott33: well
CamCott33: it was fuck you, i dont look like regis philbin
Ohhh Will..
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[24 Jan 2005|06:11pm] |
So I stuck up for this kid today who was being picked on for being gay, names don't need to be mentioned, but I just feel really good now. Some people are seriously so utterly closed minded and so many other bad things to be. If I ever see a shooting star, I'm wishing for world peace.
P.S. Mid terms suck.
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[23 Jan 2005|08:09pm] |
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Just got home from practice.. I've decided that even though Peg has promise me an Egyptian themed program for sychro my senior year, this is my last year. I hate her attitude, I hate that I get talked down to because I'm "only a sohopmore" Too bad I've been on the team longer than anyone.. besides the devil girl and Nicole to which I have been on the same.. it's crap. I'm just going to do individual, I'm just as good at that, its more fun, less pressure.. hell, maybe I'll even go to the Olympics. BuffState this weekend.. it shall be superb. <3
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[23 Jan 2005|06:04pm] |
Well.. our computer had a virus so I haven't been on/written in like a week.. it was torturous I would say. Um.. so in a nutshell I've actually been really busy since the last entry.. Umm.. I guess the last time was before I went to the tsunami benefit w/ Angel, Meg, Sarah and Heather.. then MASH went back to Sarah's.. we listened to the funniest comedian everrr, tried to get my myspace account to not be absent minded, ate cereal and went to sleep and such.. then I guess I really don't remember much.. maybe the next day was when Val and Kate came to synchro.. but maybe not.. So last week was fairly decent, lotsa tests though, I have midterms and such… and supremely sad news..
Cam and I no longer have a class together, we'll go to the library and such if we're not put in the same study hall, and I'm also getting my Global class switched probably.. I'll be w/ Care.. although I'll feel bad leaving Mikki and Abbey to brave Frau alone.. Last Wednesday I made this boy come to the rink in between his deliveries and what not.. he wouldn't come in.. it was nice though. I don't know what's going on there quite yet.. Thursday Meg couldn't go to the Y.. so we waited for her mom and then I came home and my mom was being crazy, we had an amazingly horrid fight, there were phones thrown, lotsa tears and screaming.. She was telling me I was lying when in fact I wasn't, telling me my friends were bad, telling me I'm "skanky" and all this completely ridiculous stuff.. she also lied about who she was talking to on the phone.. she was talking to Johns DA but told me it was her doctor.. I caught HER so SHE blew up.
The order of protection getting taken off was denied, for no particular reason other then the judge is punishing me for having faith in someone I love who messed up really bad and just "didn't feel in".. June 28th is now the magical date.. too bad I leave for Europe the day before for 2 friggin weeks.. I hope they pick me up at the airport, that's a nice thought. On Friday we had a snow day, Jeremy and Mark were supposed to come over to play Monopoly with me, but things kept them from being able to.. So then my mom says Josh Groban was Saturday.. so I was like, OMG I need to go shopping, but of course I cant go the mall without a parent anymore because they're afraid I'll see John there, so I felt like a baby when Meg and I were being walked around by my mother. I saw Val and Tyson!<3 I'll be partying it up in Val's dorm a week from today!
Anyway I got a shirt from Hollister and capris from AE.. Not capris from Hollister because someone still hasn't given them back!!! *mad face* Vally said John was working at Hollister, and she sees him all the time but like, his mom said he was putting down hard wood floors for someone at his church b/c he cant work w/ a cash register.. whatever I don't know. But I do know I need the mall and he is stopping me from going as much as I'd like. Hmm.. I totally sounded way selfish. Anyway after the mall we went to get movies, we got Napoleon Dynamite, Maid in Manhattan and The Village. The Village is terrible, I was just gunna play my bass while Meg watched, but then I went deaf because ok, The cord was plugged into the amp, but not directly in my bass, I had earphones plugged in too so Meg could hear the movie, and when you touch the end of the cord on like, your skin or even for a second before it goes into the bass, it buzzes wicked loud.. so the amp was all the way up and I go to plug it into my bass and it buzzed sooo loud in my left ear, it felt like it was bleeding.. it still is hurting. Yesterday Jer and Mark decided to show up at like friggin 2:30..
we played Cranium and such, it was funny sometimes.. Meg and I lost pretty bad.. haha. Then we ate some cake (that Meg and I made, that was amazing, so amazing I even had a dream about it.. it and Mark, haha. It was s funny dream) and also watched some Napoleon.. Meg and I learned some of his dance but we didn't do it for them as planned.. then they left so I could get ready for JOSH GROBAN! The concert was breathtaking, we were 8 rows from the stage right off the center, and I could see every detail in his face.. the concert master violin player girl.. was absolutely amazinggg.. so was the guitar player.. I must admit I got teary eyed in a few select songs.. Especially "You Raise Me Up" because he told us he went on Ally McBeil and sung it for the 9/11 victims.. so you just listened to him sing and just, THOUGHT about what he was singing about.. Ahh, and Hil has decided she would even pay him so she could tour with him.. haha. We actually got along really well there, of course the weather was terrible so both my mom and dad drove us up, the car ride up there gave me a headache, and I wish we were a civilized family.. the concert was so worth it though, he liked talked to us like we were all friends, he was like a comedian, and he's going to be 24 soon.. he was sick on New Years because something he ate in Europe or something.. his younger fans make him feel old.. he sings like he means it, there's so much emotion in his face when he sings, there's this one song on his old album that like, made me shed more then just a little tear, it's in Italian but the translation was on a big screen behind him during this one.. it was like.. "In a lonely city in Venice, a boy hugged a girl after she cried.."
I'm so excited I cant even remember the rest.. it's sooo like, metaphoric and amazing.. It will certainly be in the top things I ever do in my lifetime, right in front of bungee jumping 2 years ago and his concert last year.. Ahh.. its just indescribable, the music in the background and like, the colors and lights and his voice all together.. was truly nothing short of amazing, its almost rejuvenating.. I've caught what my mom had, and I feel like crap physically.. but at the same time I just wanna share my happiness with everyone and dance around..
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[13 Jan 2005|09:10pm] |
So I was in an amazing mood, because I bought myself a cd rather than burned it, first one in literally like 2 years.. Mr Vacanti was explaining to me how "people like me" are the reason why some artists fail.. kinda.. basically he just said that I was "cheating the music system".. which kinda depressed me.. so I definately didnt want to hurt MCR so I went out and bought their cd today entitled, 3 Cheers For Sweet Revenge, I mean sure I wiped out in front of a cute boy I was so excited.. but he opened his mouth and ruined it with some of the worst music bashing ever.. Well, that was all before my mood change. That's right.. Hil blackmailed me.
I think that is one of the most sad ass excuses of laziness and just plain cruelty. She is terrible. But anyway I've decided to lose some of my bad qualities and gain a lot more then I lose even, like courage.. the courage to speak my mind in front of people I normally would not out of fear.. the courage to stand up to my crazy mother..and the list goes on.
Although I was blackmailed, and then punished for giving the blackmail-er a punishment well-deserved from the blackmail-y (me).. I came across this poem..
Solitude
Ella Wheeler Wilcox
Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone.
For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, and it is lost in the are.
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.
Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But the do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all.
There are none to decline your nectared wine,
But alone you must drink life's gall.
Feats, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a long and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.
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[13 Jan 2005|07:10pm] |
So yeah, I've decided that I am really enjoying life, well, not yet but I really plan on it. I'm going to become an optimist at the fullest, I'm going to embrace all the obvious beauty in the world, the things people take for granted, and I'm going to search way deep down for beauty in the not so obvious things.. I've come to appreciate hard times, but more important the people around me, who do the simplest things that help in such huge ways. I've heard lectures over and over, "stop being so dependant on this and that.."..Well, I have no words to fight yours, in fact I no longer have any fight in me right now.. I don't want to take things to heart, I don't want to judge people anymore, and I don't want to be judged. Lets face it, we all do it.. One of the biggest reality slaps for me ever was like, a girl I played lacrosse with in 7th grade, a girl in my grade, a girl who's now happier than me.. Telling me how I made her life hell.. I was so terrible, I was also so, just like, not confident.. So I guess I used to think, if I picked on people, then no one would ever want to pick on me..
I want to get to know somebody, someone who those ignorant people, people who I used to be just like, see me walking with.. And think.. What the hell.. I had this conversation with someone last night who I don't know very well, but I really admire him and his beliefs.. I want to share it with you, but like.. Not let you know who they are, not because I don't want you to not think like them because of who they are.. Just because I'm not sure they'd really appreciate me doing this, but I really cant help it.. Even though have posted mine N Cam's conversations before.. Sorry, Cam.. But heres this:
because its all that american media stuff
: influencing everyone
Br ok en Star824: elaborate.
Br ok en Star824: (cough. nice word choice, han)
: when you're born you have no idea what being "manly" is all about and you enter a world where it's tough to beat people up or whatever the case may be and its total bullshit in all regards. showing feelings is nothing to be ashamed about and it doesnt make people less of a man like most think. the media and religion are why people are so apt to hate blacks and homosexuals.
: they're all afraid
Br ok en Star824: agreed, totally agreed
Br ok en Star824: hmm.. i totally am into your train of thought on most everything we've talked about.. which doesnt include much, but i have no rebuttle for once, because for once i feel you're dead on and wish things could change
they can
Br ok en Star824: but people dont get it, and dont want to
Br ok en Star824: it'll never stick w/ like 85%of the worlds population
Br ok en Star824: we're just part of the special more intelligent 15%
no its a new christian right moving into the american government
: they're trying to ban abortion and gay rights because its in their religion
: the protection of chruch and state is being dismantled daily
Br ok en Star824: but cant you see the other side of anything?
: we're all being lied to by the television, no surprise, and thinking there is a teror threat
: what do you mean?
Br ok en Star824: of abortions and such
: i can definitely see the other side. except gay rights
: there is and shouldnt be another side to that
but the abortion thing is quite controversial
: i mean
: its women's rights
: and you have to protect that
: but after the first trimester it should be stopped
: the fact is there are adoption agencies cluttered and children without loving homes in some many places
Br ok en Star824: like.. if one of my girlfriends got pregnant.. from like rape or something.. a baby could definately damage her life.. like its terrible to call a human being a burden, but at 16 years old it would be.. and i would accept whatever her decision was
: and if we were to ban abortions, stupid little teenage couples wouldnt take responsibility and the child wouild be sent to an unloving home with the odds
Br ok en Star824: not to bring up john, idk if you even know all the shit w/ him.. but he was adopted.. and thats why he has a lot of problems.. And from others I've heard like horror stories about places that they've had to live
its so sad to see the way most parents treat their own kids let alone someone of another blood
see what i mean
there's no one that should have to deal with that
Br ok en Star824: yes, definately
: the fact is that he may have taken a wrong road
when given lemons make lemonade they say
: ive had quite the rough childhood myself
: but you get by it
: and you can cry, and you can act stupid but there is a limit
: its just common sense to know the limit
: simply, you get one chance to live. there is nothing after this in my opinion so making anything into a bad situation is just plain insanity
Br ok en Star824: thats why.. i changed one of my resoltions
: im glad to hear that
: cause you seem like a good one of the bunch
: and there's no need for sadness around for you
Br ok en Star824: its like, my sis is like a freak genius girl, working towards my moms dreams for her, not her own.. and anyway, she watches all these doctor shows.. like oh, ill make so much money and have the two kids w/ the white picket fence.. and i sit there wand watch her little doctor show sof people torturing themselves trying to be beautiful
Br ok en Star824: so im like screw my diet, which is better, eating all the fuck i want.. or torturing myself to try and be the way people think is better than what i am
: very true. the only time it becomes a problem is health
: but thats beyond you
: by far
: and none the less if you didnt care you shouldnt
: see
: you have an anarchist thought about you
: and you just don't seem to speak out enough
Br ok en Star824: well..
Br ok en Star824: i have friends who are a lot different.. very judgemental.. kinda like the girls on mean girls.. the "plastics"
fuck them
: they have no right
: because they probably out number your flaws
I have nothing to add to that, just think for yourselves.
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[13 Jan 2005|06:15am] |
Today seemed to take forever to go by.. It's like, 6:15 and I'm just getting home, too.. Yeesh. After a long day of working uber hard in school, and making Carolyns birthday the best one ever, I went to our class meeting to pick out our prom colors.. I really like how our officers go to them, too.. So the gals got to pick, and they cant complain because they had the opportunity to be there.. So we chose black and gold, amazing I know, I pushed really hard for it. :-) After that I went to the Y.. All by my lonesome self.. Then after that my mom picked me up, we went to the dollar store, then on a shopping spree at Kmart.. I'm so not even kidding, I got 2 skirts, a jacket some sweat pants and the rest of Katy's preeeesent, haha. Ahh I don't even understand how I can work so hard and school and still come home with excessive amounts of work.
I'm wearing flip flops tomorrow with one of my Kmart skirts, it better not snow.. Therefor I need to give myself a pedicure as well as the excessive amounts of homework and finishing Katys present.. But atleast I finally got all my pictures developed.. So by the way, DBQ's, teachers who assign DBQ's and the inventor of DBQ's.. Can all kiss my ass.
I love you Turban Twin! Happy Birthday, my love.
Tomorrow.. It shall be 60 days exactly since I have kissed those lips..
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[12 Jan 2005|06:22pm] |
I'm not sure if Care read this, but Care if you start too, don't because this is the rap, I am just putting it in here because I am so amazingly proud of it.
To my dearest friend, fellow 7 wonder and spice girl, Little C
Who I think like her, and she thinks like me,
She was born on a Friday, the day was thirteen
Ever since then she's been the lip gloss queen.
She's got curly brown hair and blue eyes like the ocean
And did I mention she's amazing at the rhino horn motion?
We drifted for a while after our big, big fight
But now I'd love nothing more than to give her a love bite.
We went to lax camp this summer and danced to "Baby Got Back"
I know in the shopping department, she will never lack.
We rocked the confirmation class and learned ‘bout God
Even though now, she's moved on to Billy's hot bod.
She is always there for me to celebrate, or when I feel blue
I just call up my "Dear Carol" and she tells me what to do
We have so much fun in health with Mrs Ray, even though she's so old she can hardly see
And I cant wait to go to Europe with her, so we can drink together legally!
Sometimes I like to go into her Global class,
I say it's to learn, but really I just like her @$$.
One time we made a poster for English that looked like fire, it was red hot
Speaking of red hot, lesbian Coach Barnes' favorite, she surly is not.
She taught me a lot of things, like how to put cheese doodles in my Easy Mac
Which is a lot more fun then her sore back.
We both have lots of doctors and have the same kind of headache
One time we made a movie, and we taught people how to bake.
She has a crush on my dad, so she always calls shotgun
She's so silly and goofy, just downright fun.
She's number 8 on the field but number one in my heart,
Me and my girl Care will never part
So if you see her today, make sure to wish her a Happy Birthday
‘Cause she's so sick of boys, she's thinking about turning gay.
Corkster, you rock my socks, you truly are da man,
Love always and forever, your twin, Han.
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[12 Jan 2005|06:22pm] |
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Seriously, the last few days have been fairly decent.. Nothing even exciting happened in school today, there wasn't even any rushing around to cheat on all of my homework because I stayed up late doing it all myself, I don't know why.. I just have lots of energy lately and I'm trying to do well.. I found out all of my plans had fallen through this morning because Ash N Meg have SAF or something.. So no Y.. And no way home because Hil had to go to Phoenix to meet my dad so they could go get her skates fixed before tonight.. So I searched all day and finally gave up after my last shot had failed me because people like wrestling practice more than me.. Haha, but then I found Jeremy and I'm just so lucky. After being scolded for taking to long to go to my locker we finally made it to Mark's car.. They had music on so I couldn't hear them but they would just laugh and look back, I knew they were being mean. :-( So we went to Marks and yada yada, got Jeremys car, went to the car wash place to clean his car, it was really gross, and I got grossness on my hands so I put them in a puddle of "water" that turned out to be gasoline.. Anyway I'm now home getting ready to eat some triscuits and then take a nice nap before skating.. And FYI, Cam I know you'll read this, and I seriously tried calling your house but my mom has taken it upon herself to diconnect our phone while she is away.. I'll try and call you from the rink but I think you have practice the same time as me.. So maybe on the computer later or lunch..? Just know I tried. :-) Haha.. And friggin leave me a comment, you read it all the time and never do, you can tell me how much you loved Josh Groban.
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[12 Jan 2005|07:19am] |
Hmm.. Its like 7am and Hil is gonna make me uberly late for school I have a feeling, I'm sitting here and she literally just walked by with a towel on, that's right, 7 o'clock.. Just getting out of the shower.. Anyway so yeah, we're coming home from skating last night, we practically reenacted the movie Urban Legends.. I seriously almost cried/wet my pants.. Hil flashed her lights and the person literally turned around and got right up her butt, myabe I was paranoid but their lights were super bright and lighting up our whole car.. It was like, terrifiying.. Before skating I made Cam a cd of Josh Groban to cheer him up, I think it was quite I nice gesture, There's his first album and then an extra song, and I made sure to put the whole album as one song so he would be forced to listen to it the whole way through. :-) I also was in a good mood because I have a new friend. His name is Mark and he is the coolest.
xkisstheskyxx: you're relying too much on what you've been told success is
xkisstheskyxx: if the kid is a happy person
xkisstheskyxx: he's a success
xkisstheskyxx: no matter what america tells him
And the smartest.
Argh, also last night I watched the new episode of the Real World when Mel gets scabies and have been freaking myself out and itching all day.. Also something that is freaking me out, everyone driving, Ahh.. Its driving me crazy.. And driving me mad, haha because I cant even get my permit until May.. :-P
1 more day, Care!!
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